Joyless?

I think I have consistancy issues. Can you tell? It runs into every part of my life. My diet, my exercise, my religion to some extent, and now my blog. I am still job hunting to no avail. No one wants me right now. Maybe it's God telling me to suck it up and stay put. Although, I don't think those are the words He would use. It's not horrible, but due to the bigger company I'm part of, I need out. I am convinced it is run by the devil and his helper. Seriously. That's all I can say because I fear that big brother is always watching. On to bigger and better.....

I LOVE BEING MARRIED!!! Of course it doesn't hurt that I have such an incredible partner and best friend. I never thought that I, Alison Joy, could ever be this at rest. I feel content with life, relaxed, excited of what's ahead, comfortable in my own skin, complete, and just peace. There is no better feeling in the world than to know you are with the one God created for just you. For me! No one else! I love doing things for my husband. Even things I have never really enjoyed before, like grocery shopping, I don't mind now because we're either together or I just know that it will make him happy. I'm sure it could just be that we've only been married for 3 months. But I don't think, at least I pray, that we will never get tired of making each other happy. And I believe if we pray, we won't.

posted by Alie @ 1:15 PM